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How do i start this,,,,, I am facing the facts and my reality after years of no drawing and I hope you understand me after reading this and this is no an excuse but an explanation of how one thing sent me to another!!!! I loved to draw when I was a kid, always drawing pokemon or dragon ball  and as a teenager people were praising me for my works back in high school, winning contests in school with my own imagination and skills, my family and mother were so proud of me, I was so happy with my skills but  then I realize I was just good at copying drawings from cartoon cards and drawing realistic portraits of people.... My hobby turned in to my pride or ego blinding me from enjoyment, so I started Digital painting hoping to get even better but after many years only my coloring skills got a bit better, so what I did wrong !!!!I was asking my self many times even after watching tutorials and more tutorials ,,,, I couldn't draw what was in my head but other artists did in a way, so I thought let me use your sketches or lines to create something new and close to the image in my head to share and to get better faster and this be became a bad habit for years to come ,,,,,

this was filling an empty ego and heart in me but in the same time I was happy I was able to express and share my ideas  even if i knew they were no entirely my work, ,,,,  so frustrated with my lack of skills I stopped drawing and the fact that I was called a thief was heart braking because I wasn't trying to do a bad thing , I didn't know i was doing something so wrong to be honest....

as for me right now,,,I giving up in digital painting and may be I should focus in painting portraits or something like that in the coming months ,,,,, that way I may be able to express my new self ,,,,,

Sincerely......
R.I.P Bludemon13
 
How do i start this,,,,, I am facing the facts and my reality after years of no drawing and I hope you understand me after reading this and this is no an excuse but an explanation of how one thing sent me to another!!!! I loved to draw when I was a kid, always drawing pokemon or dragon ball  and as a teenager people were praising me for my works back in high school, winning contests in school with my own imagination and skills, my family and mother were so proud of me, I was so happy with my skills but  then I realize I was just good at copying drawings from cartoon cards and drawing realistic portraits of people.... My hobby turned in to my pride or ego blinding me from enjoyment, so I started Digital painting hoping to get even better but after many years only my coloring skills got a bit better, so what I did wrong !!!!I was asking my self many times even after watching tutorials and more tutorials ,,,, I couldn't draw what was in my head but other artists did in a way, so I thought let me use your sketches or lines to create something new and close to the image in my head to share and to get better faster and this be became a bad habit for years to come ,,,,,

this was filling an empty ego and heart in me but in the same time I was happy I was able to express and share my ideas  even if i knew they were no entirely my work, ,,,,  so frustrated with my lack of skills I stopped drawing and the fact that I was called a thief was heart braking because I wasn't trying to do a bad thing , I didn't know i was doing something so wrong to be honest....

as for me right now,,,I giving up in digital painting and may be I should focus in painting portraits or something like that in the coming months ,,,,, that way I may be able to express my new self ,,,,,

Sincerely......
R.I.P Bludemon13
 

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nakuuro Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!!:D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) 
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HAVOC777 Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2017
Happy B-Day!:party:Airborne 
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UnicronWars Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday, Mike! :iconcakeplz:
I got you a llama! :la::llama:
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frokamen Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2016
have an amazing birthday
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tehwatcher Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2016
Happy birthday
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